Darkness into life

So this is me at the start of this project,  this is "darkness into life" yeah I know incredibly goth huh.  I am really not sure what i am supposed to do here other than obsess over the way my guy looks.  Reminds me of table top RPG's when i would do countless drawings of what my characters appearance was.

So I do not understand what I am supposed to do here, do i have tasks to complete, things to shoot, monsters to conquer or dungeons to explore.  Is this a simulation of life where you wander around aimlessly talking to no one, if it is this place needs a bar...

I did learn how to fly that was cool, i flew into some place that told me i could not go in there with out a credit card on file so that was the end of that, then i went to a new citizens place and sat down on a a stool...